Personal Loss

[WARNING: This content may hurt someone's feeling, opinion and status. But this is written not with the intention to hurt anyone's abovesaid things. I just wrote what is being faced by me.]

 Something just came into my mind after a long knock.

I has been proud for the things I had. My friends are one of them.

In my group, there are two girls, said to be my two eyes as I'm very much attached to them on our respective friendship bonds.

The problem for me arised just with the relationships they are entered into. 

I'm sorry, I shouldn't blame their partners, and I did never relate it with them.

Actually, few time ago. When they have their relationship status as singles, I could talk to them the way a boy should used to talk with his close female friends. But these things changed. No boyfriend could accept her girlfriend to be close enough to another boy, even if he could be her ''Bestfriend''.

That's what made me feel uncomfortable, as these two eyes are someone else's girlfriends. Their boyfriends' jealous towards protecting their relationships made to bring things to this extent, that the friendship between us getting bitter day by day. 

While going to nearby places, I would like to have someone of them for company. But this act of mine proved to be wrong enough as their boyfriends would never support this.

I don't know that if I really had the feeling that I should be grateful for having these friends, or just I'm arrogant for having them. But, one day may be I would be faced a great moral loss, that could rise due to loosing them so far. 

I can just pray for them to be close enough that we are, but nothing is in my hand so that I could make things normal or better enough.